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Foreword

by Eric Henry Andersen

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1.
Milo 04:03
You don’t know me now at all And I don’t know you from the writing on the wall But after all this fall I see It was never about ideals of social codes to be Beneath your hardened heart and soul There’s a child that I know It was a long time ago Pages and pages still the future’s more Hey this is not forever Hey this is not the reason for your life There will be other summers And you will be with your brothers Hey this is not forever Did you get the last line that I sent Futile attempts at conversations, things I meant One-way letters, it’s all rough Do you ever wake up and the world is not enough? Beneath your hardened heart and soul There’s a child I still know It was a long time ago Pages and pages still the future’s more Hey this is not forever Hey this is not the reason for your life There will be other summers And you will be with your brothers Hey this is not forever You wait alone Ten months to go Where you’re going to You’re coming from You were the one her one You were her pride and joy But you were living large not to feel so small And all you wanted was someone to care Hey this is not forever Hey this is not the reason for your life There will be other summers And you will be with your brothers Hey this is not forever
2.
If all we’ve built and all we’ve felt, a cruel illusion One sacred place we laid our love, we’d soon be losing You leave me breathless, helplessly I fuel your fire But when we find ourselves we lift each other higher Why don’t you stay, we’ve still more to say We can build this any way we want to If you feel like I, we still belong All I’ve ever known for sure, this is love worth fighting for If you feel like I, we still belong For all the love we’ve given life, for all the laughter For all we’ve fought and what we’ve won, forever tethered Through every passing year I’m fallen even harder But as I give you all of me, you ever ponder Why don’t you stay, we’ve still more to say We can build this any way we want to Yes I know, I know we still belong All I’ve ever known for sure, this is love worth fighting for Yes I know, I know we still belong Why don’t you stay, we’ve still more to say We can build this any way we want to Yes I know, I know we still belong All I’ve ever known for sure, we are still worth fighting for Yes I know, we know we still belong, we belong
3.
And when I met you, was searching for a way Couldn’t find myself, couldn’t find my means to see And now I feel it, but sometimes you make me sick You’re his rolling stone, you’re a pedal tone to me And now it beautiful, but so much is so unclear All the circumstance, the things that brought us here Now everything’s what you said You don’t call you don’t care Around your infectious air And when I found you, the troops were all in place Like a movie scene, you’re just like a dream to me And now it’s beautiful, potentials run so deep Situations impossible to keep Now everything’s what you said You don’t call do you care? Around your infectious air These twelve tones make you cry I see them in your eyes Your life is surely passing by As you lie Now everything’s what you said You don’t call you don’t care Around your infectious air Around your infectious air
4.
God knows I tried my best But I can’t find the line It’s time to face it the reality is I guess I just take too much time So if you know that this is how it will end please spare me Every morning when I wake up I feel tired you know I’m so worn out I used to think that I could take on the world But lately I’ve been starting to doubt So if you know that this is how it will end please spare me Goodbye to the glory days it was a good run through Yeah so long watch the sun go down I need something new It’s alright I will remember the fight you know that I’ll miss you But it’s better to see than to wish you could be someone else In and out of a break up This time I think we really might be done Your plane rides and your ocean tides I never thought that this day would come I never thought that this is how it would end and it scares me Now that it’s all over It’s all gone, run down and done I can’t believe it’s really over Feel like I’ve hardly even just begun Goodbye to the glory days it was a good run through Yeah so long watch the sun go down I need something new It’s alright I won’t forget the fight you know that I’ll miss you But it’s better to see than to wish you could be someone else Goodbye to the glory days it was a good run through Yeah so long watch the sun go down I need something new It’s alright I won’t forget the fight you know that I’ll miss you But it’s better to see than to wish you could be someone else
5.
War Paint 05:24
I’d prayed to god I’d seen the end of this But the turn was mine, a debt to pay I watched the bond we built go up in flames Vibrant colors fade to gray Cause I couldn’t be the one you’d wait for me to be for you An honest truth, a choice so vain How much I wish that I could show you I’ve lived your pain And I miss you all the time I miss you in my life But I know you could not stay We could not find a way No direction, just save face We died alone, you cried the war paint from your face Helplessly, I watched you shake You told me that you couldn’t go on this way So much tension had to break And I’m so sorry for the hate so deep inside of you You’ll never live free, free of shame What’s worse, I know that I can’t save you Or fix your brain And I miss you all the time I miss you in my life But I know you could not stay We could not find a way No direction, just save face And I feel so damn alone This story’s all but etched in stone Forever in that night Lost within this life
6.
Blue Green 03:38
Tell me your feelings Sorry for being deep again Answer my questions with meaningful answers Tell me your sadness has gone away And when I see you, is when I believe you You’re in my life But when you leave me, is when you deceive me Time brings us back, but it’s just not the same It’s all gone now It’s all gone somehow It’s all gone now It’s all gone somehow Slow it down and feel the earth again Slow it down and feel at peace within There’s something I’m seeing, a sense of believing That I’m through grieving but then I awake And it’s back to life First they told me, and then they showed me but they’re wrong again It’s all gone now It’s all gone somehow It’s all gone now It’s all gone somehow
7.
Last Call 06:08
Daisies, tulips and roses How’s it really inside Only through her I knew you She said you never cried And you would say you could beat it With your strength and his love But it tears you in spite of your will still to fight For the air that you breath, to be here one more one more night And your time has run out, the show is over And in your final hour, can you feel the power of your savior? And in your life, did you find what you were looking for? And in your final hour, can you feel the power of your savior? And I’m the depths of my memory Years before you would fall You used to drink till’ the sun came up But now it’s last call And you were strong in September But they can see it now in your eyes Do you remember the day that they locked him away? Now he’s gone, just a song, all alone and you pay Well your time has run out, the show is over And in your final hour, can you feel the power of your savior? And in your life, did you find what you were looking for? And in your final hour, can you feel the power of your savior? Where are you go, I don’t know But I know that what waits for you Endless love and forgiveness Peace at long last, your soul And now nothing remains to resist It’s time to let go Float away to your kingdom Journey on Cause’ your time has run out, the show is over And in your final hour, can you feel the power of your savior? And in your life, did you find what you were looking for? And in your final hour, can you feel the power of your savior?
8.
How you blame me, I just can’t see, you told me not to fall for you In two more weeks, we’re done forever, you and me But I can see it now, in your eyes and in your smile You said that you’d be leaving, I really don’t believe you Just write me off before you fall in love Don’t let your conscience do you wrong I know the place and time, and it wasn’t what you had in mind And I don’t need you, whoa, and you don’t need me, still I wish you’d see that I I’ve been lying to get by, this isn’t really who I am, no You could be the remedy, I could be sane Had I known from the first night I wouldn’t have left you all alone With two weeks past of “could this last?” another day I’m drawn to you Enough to say, before forever, we will see ‘Cause after years in fear of false starts and worn out hearts Well you’re giving me that feeling again, I think I might be healing Go chase the moon, the stars, your heart’s desire I hope your dreams will all come true I’ve heard your alibi, and I don’t believe that it’s a lie No I don’t’ blame you, whoa, and you don’t blame me, still I wish you’d see that I I’ve been lying to get by, this isn’t really who I am, no You could be the remedy, I could be sane, if you want to Had I known from the first night I wouldn’t have left you all alone I won’t pretend to know the demons of your past But the reasons you create, they’ll just keep you from believing Just write me off before you fall in love Don’t let your conscience do you wrong I know the place and time, and it wasn’t what you had in mind And I don’t need you, whoa, and you don’t need me, still I wish you’d see that I I’ve been lying to get by, this isn’t really who I am, no You could be the remedy, I could be sane, if you want to Had I known from the first night I wouldn’t have left you all alone All alone
9.
Reign 04:24
There comes a time in all our lives to make a choice Play it safe, a life of faith, or dare embrace the void I took a chance and played Got lost within my brain And now I can’t go back to change my mind But I’ve seen you Yes I’ve been here before It’s just another dark day in a place I’ll stay alone Don’t worry bout’ me Feelings come and feelings go Right? You told me so I’ll let you reign, I’ll let you reign over this golden house And when you came, and when you came, I wanted to rip you out But I don’t know how So I went on my way to find who I’d become Inconclusive albatross reaching for the sun I’d hoped that they’d not know But I spoke the truth will show And now I can’t go back to change my mind Yes I’ve seen you Yes I’ve been here before It’s just another dull day in this place I’ll stay alone Chasing the years Wondering, “will it ever feel right?” Or should I just give up this fight I’ll let you rain, I’ll let you rain on top of this golden house And when you came, and when you came, I wanted to rip you out But I don’t know how
10.
Soul Sucker 04:17
In a lifetime long ago There you were my saving grace Ready to burn down this place Drafting plans and laying frames This could only be the best Dropping names to pass the test Can ya’ hear them, do ya’ see them Calling out your name? It only lasts so long, this is a new game Take em’ over, run em’ into the ground I’ll be lost to you, but don’t you know I found A place in the sun, free in a new way But I would die before I gave you what you wanted Before I handed you my soul And in time, you’ll get what you’re asking for Can’t you hear them calling out your name? It came upon me in a dream Milo was a shade of blue But this time there’s no sign of you You told me someday I would thank you I never thought it’d go so fast Thank you now, I’m free at last Can ya’ hear them, do ya’ see them Calling out your name? It only lasts so long, this is a new game Take em’ over, run em’ into the ground I’ll be lost to you, but don’t you know I found A place in the sun, free in a new way But I would die before I gave you what you wanted Before I handed you my soul And in time, you’ll get what you’re asking for Can’t you hear them calling out your name? You smell like trash out in the rain For all you put me through, today I’m not the same I see right through your mask, your game Worn out shoes, your car’s been used I’m not a fool But I would die before I gave you what you wanted Before I handed you my soul And in time, you’ll get what you’re asking for Can’t you hear them calling out your name? Can’t you hear them calling out your name? Can’t you hear them calling out your name? Can’t you hear them calling out your name? (Your name, your name, your name, your name?) Can’t you hear them calling out your name?

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released November 3, 2020

1. Milo
2. Still Worth Fighting For
3. Infectious Air
4. Plane Rides & Ocean Tides
5. War Paint
6. Blue Green
7. Last Call
8. Fortnight (ft. Whitney Myer)
9. Reign
10. Soul Sucker

All songs written by Eric Henry Andersen except “Fortnight,” by Eric and Joel Ackerson.

Tracks 1, 2, 3, 4 and 7 produced by Kostia Efimov.
Tracks 5, 6, 8, 9 and 10 produced by Eric Henry Andersen.
Additional production by Tom Gordon for Inspired Amateur. Productions and Joel Ackerson for True Story Records.

Engineered by Tom Gordon at Imirage Sound Lab, Sparks NV. Additional engineering from Joe Gorman at Sonic Treat Studios, Milwaukee, WI (tracks, 2, 3 and 4) and Michael Cross, Expression College for Digital Arts, Emeryville, CA (tracks 6, 8, 9, 10).

Tracks 2, 3, 6, 9 and 10 mixed by Tom Gordon.
Tracks 1 and 4, mixed by David Peters.
Tracks 5, 7 and 8 mixed by Tom Gordon and David Peters.

Eric: Piano and vocals. Keyboards, tracks, 6, 8 and 10. String arrangements, tracks 2, 5 and 8. Viola, track 3.

Kostia: String arrangements, tracks 1, 3, 6 and 7. Keyboards, track 2 and 3. Organ, track 4.

Alan Arber: Drums, tracks 3 and 4.

Jason Thomas: Drums, tracks 6, 8, 9 and 10.

John Wheeler: Bass, tracks 3 and 4.

Zack Teran: Bass, tracks 6, 8, 9 and 10.

Joel Ackerson: Guitar, tracks 6, 9 and 10.

Daryl Stuermer: Guitar, tracks 3 and 8.

Eric Stangeland: Guitar, tracks 6 and 9.

Lucas Arizu: Guitar on track 4.

Tim Snider: Electric violin, track 9.

Whitney Myer: Background vocals, tracks 8 and 10.

Carmen Nickerson: Background vocals, track 4.

Kate Cotter: Background vocals, track 6

Van Vinicko: Violin, tracks 1, 3 and 7.

Dustin Budish: Violin, tracks 1, 3 and 7. Viola on track 2.

Deanna Said: Viola, track 1 and 7.

Eileen Brownell: Cello, tracks 1, 3 and 7.

Roza Borisova: Cello, track 2.

Brune Macary: Violin, tracks 6 and 8.

Virginia Bowman: Violin, tracks 6 and 8.

Charles Taggart: Cello, tracks 5, 6 and 8.

Tiantan Lan: Viola, tracks 6 and 8.

Tony Cataldo: Horn arrangement and trumpet on track 10.

Artwork and layout by Cameron Paris, Firebolte media Co.

Photography by (Cameron Paris, Ric De La Rosa, Jessica Levity and Bruce McDaniel)

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Eric Henry Andersen Reno, Nevada

Eric Henry Andersen’s signature emotive tenor voice and award-winning songwriting has captured the hearts of audiences for over a decade. As co-lead singer/songwriter of pop/rock group, The Novelists, Andersen has toured all over the nation sharing festival bills with and opening for artists such as Train, Big Bad Voodoo Daddy, Glenn Philips and Daryl Stuermer (Genesis/Phil Collins Band). ... more

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